Okay, so i hurt a friend. i admit it, it's all my fault.

it happened like this: Anus is my friend, and i stumbled upon this stolen shot (i think) of her and then i decided to make fun of her. i placed this picture of a vinegar since she depcited a sour face in that picture. anyway, i spread it over the net. so she got mad.

on her post "A Classmate Hurt me..." Posted on Sept 28, 8:19PM she said that she was sad on what i did. i agree, i dont have any right to make fun of her, no one does. if it was for me, then i'd be surely getting mad. but its different in her case. she REALLY got mad, and then she decided not to talk to me. well, who cares? I DO!

so i commented on her blog, and i asked for her forgiveness to my act, i promised that that'll never happen again, and i added a little humor to get the tension away. im the kind of guy who tries to balance these tensioned events and nullify it so that it'll somewhow become manageable. but then she misinterpreted my hidden innuendo (maybe she wasn't able to think it that way, sorry for her). anyway, all i did was to say sorry, and honestly, it was my first time in a long time to say sorry from deep within my heart, sincerely, and as honest as i can be.

then a while ago, she made another post, said that i cannot take life seriously. well, i think she based it from my reply to her last post. like what i have said, she misinterpreted my innuendo. well, it's up to her to take my sorry or give it back to me. i said what i wanted to say.

i think what's happening to me right now is God's way of saying: "Greggi, it's your time to face one of your biggest fears." well, i admit it, i have this fear of accepting a defeat between me and my self. anyway, whatever happens, i know i still got God, my guardian angel, and my friends... and i still include her in my list of friends, because this trial doesnt mean that our friendship will end, its a matter of closing our friendship with a vague wall. it's there, only not yet THERE.

...and i always pray for my friends' safety, always...

+++PLUS! she told me she never wanted to talk to me, i remember that [i hope she does too]; well, i give her her plea, i won't talk to her. but until the time comes when she is ready to talk to me again, then i'll be glad to formally say sorry to her. i guess it's a matter of taking our sweet time thinking about our situation right now.

I can wait.

7:21 PM Zamboanga, Philippines Time

*take your sweet time

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her first post:

http://analurve.multiply.com/journal/item/10/a_classmate_hurt_me..?replies_read=1

her second post:

http://analurve.multiply.com/journal/item/11/why_some_people_cant_take_life_seriously..